Today is a good day. Today is a better day than yesterday. Because I got phone calls and messages. And they’re from people who called. And I want t say ‘sore-lee’ t those I didn’t answer, because I was too tired t climb out of my stupid bed for two days straight. Yesterday and today, I laid on my bed and sleep. Yesterday and today, I got up and skipped breakfast-lunch-dinner and just sleep and use the computer. Today I finally climbed out of my bed. Because I was awoken by a phone call and messages. And now it’s 3.02 AM, I can’t get t sleep anymore. Because I’ve been sleeping two days straight. And now somehow, some part of my not quite functioning well brain due t too much sleeping is telling me that I want t eat HOTCAKES W SAUSAGE. And because so, my empty stomach which have only potato chips and sweets for two days, is calling me t go eat HOTCAKES W SAUSAGE. So, I should just shut the crap up and end this. Bye.

somehow, all this reminds me of how i lived when he left me back then..