I want t be in denial. I don’t want t face it. It hurts too much. I miss him, now and then. But I ask myself if this really worth it? Placing my heart on a silver platter again. Falling for someone who might not actually like you back, no matter how much you like him. What’s the point, really?

Why did you have t go place your head on my shoulder? Why did you have t go and place your hand over my shoulders? Why did you have t go let me lean on yours? These things might mean nothing t you, maybe you’re like this t every girl you mix around with, but t me, they meant something, they’ve reasons why it’s all happening this way. I don’t wanna be a fool, at the end of the day, cause you’re hot and then you’re cold, cause you’re this in front of me, that in front of them.

Your options:
a) love me
b) leave now

.. and if you chose t leave, don’t ever look back, cause I’m afraid you’ll remind me of the pain, that I’m now ready t hide deep inside of me.