October 2009
8 posts
is it me, or is it everybody? cause my tumblr’s in a mess now? omg, new style siboh? O: never mind. me want to tell you i’ve moved, ONCE AGAIN. this time to blogger…
http://finalpretense.blogspot.com
My teacher taught me t always start a compo with..
Today is a good day. Today is a better day than yesterday. Because I got phone calls and messages. And they’re from people who called. And I want t say ‘sore-lee’ t those I didn’t answer, because I was too tired t climb out of my stupid bed for two days straight. Yesterday and today, I laid on my bed and sleep. Yesterday and today, I got up and skipped...
“不是不爱你而放手，只是因为，
太爱你不想伤害你而放手。”
I typed, and then I backspaced.
于是你开始冷淡 我也开始问自己该怎么办 这是我 最后 最美 最真 最心碎的留言
爱我好吗 我愿意让伤心再来一遍 只要你留一个位子给我 哪怕是在你心中 最容易被忽略的角落
“我不要你的呵护，不要你的玫瑰，只要你好好久久爱我一遍。就算虚荣也好，贪心也好，有那个女人对爱，不自私不奢望。我不要你的承诺，不要你的永远，只要你真真切切爱我一遍。...”
– 张惠妹，原来你什么都不要
OMG, IT’S MATH’S PAPER 1 TOMORROW. GREAT, TOTALLY. CAUSE MATHS BLOODY SUCKS, AND I BLOODY SUCKS AT MATHS.
Okay, I'm not okay.
Tomorrow’s school. Next week’s exam. Next month’s November. Next year’s alone. 到底怎么了，我不知道。我只是有点不开心，别问为何，就是没为什么。
And I demand that I have COMMENTS! Now, now, now, now. No matter who the bloody hell you are, I want comments lah ):
September 2009
9 posts
863. I wish our love was right..
Today I went t school, yay. Teacher made us copy notes, yay. I copied everything like some kind of nerd ass, yay. I went for recess with my friends, yay. We ate Mixed Rice for lunch, yay. After our lunch, we like ji happy yi xia, liang xia, san bai xia and walked t our next class, yay. But then hor, Chemistry like the bored only, yay. After that, I went Lot1 and brought Sotong Balls, yay. And...
“ Tu ausencia me devora entero el corazón, y yo no tengo remedio más que amarte. ”
– Trans: Your absence devours my entire heart, and I have no remedy but to love you.
Fotografía by Juanes & Nelly Furtado
856. i wish he know what i feel
(via 11-eleven-wishes)
809. I wish you'd be mine already.
(via 11-eleven-wishes)
“My mama always told me that ‘happiness’ was the key t life. And then...”
will it ever get better
I hope she would understand, he’s not the only one. I don’t get it, do you enjoy being hurt. I know you smell the perfume, the make-up on his shirt, you don’t believe his stories, y’know there’re all lies, but you stick around, and i just don’t know why. I know your pain is painful, and it’s tearing me down. I wish I could gather all my tears, so I could...
August 2009
3 posts
do you know, do you understand..
I can say that I do feel something for you, and we could be together. But what’s the point? We both know I still do love him. But what can I do? He’s in love, but it’s not me, it’s her, it’s been her all these while. From before I knew him, till the day we broke up, it’s been her all these while. Cause it’s true that, I was the one that came in between...
“I want t be in denial. I don’t want t face it. It hurts too much. I miss...”
你该知道这样会让我心碎
I didn’t know why I did so, it just came t me like it was natural. And now, I feel so not right inside. Ugh. Sherri, keep yr fucking distances :( Not yours t have, get that right.
Whatever. Bye. I don’t have anything t post anymore, I’m just so fucking pissed w myself now :( Shit me, shit this, shit everything. I’m hungry :(
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